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today went to skl... rain rain!!! hahas... got homeroom... take temperature... forget bring thermometer for nigel... sorry leis... nvm la.. 20 cents nia hor... den got physics... got back the structure qns de test... hahas... pass again!!! yea.. den you HEARTLESS la... SI MEI LIAN XIN de.. i cried in class wors... but i tink not much ppl not... cus its those silent tears tt flows down naturally without you blinking your eyes... hais... HATE IT MAN!!! WHY ME LO??? WHY MUST LYK TT LO... yingxuan, qiuxuan, estelle, shishyan, joan, steven, zuojia and hongzhao saw me crying... my god... so many ppl see lo... promised zuojia le... yea... LYN LYN DUN CRY~ tts wad he told me... i WUN cry... den got english vocab test... still not too bad la... den got chemis... fun man!!! den recess... forget go take my photo from mr chia... diaos... tml must go skl earlier... so can take and paste and den give mr chan... lols... for OBS la... den chinese... Shen jian on leave... den nv go lo.. hais.. anyway.....

today so fun... wakakas~ when to skl in mufti... hais.. den went to meet joel and i helped him... maths... i am trying very very hard... but somehow... i got such big problems.. the coordinate geometry... how sia... lols... den i drew his work during social studies when mr nazar was teaching us the source based... i heard it during history le.. den he is just merely repeating... den second period SBQ test... finished it just on time.. den poa... so fun sia... MDM QUEK TRUSTED ME!!! me and andy!!! yea ANDY!!! andy rawks... den recess... i finished his work le... cus see him lyk still left alot.. and tt nids to be handed in on fri... so i tot i faster giv him back so he got more time to do... den ask metiga to pass to him cus i not going down... den stay in class.. tok tok.. den d&t.. actually is at classroom de... den i go say unfair why other ppl can go design center why we cannot... den he go take key and we went to design center... hahas... den mi liting jasmine lirong and farzan...

i wan thing to be just like last time... not like this... if it is really true den i have to say SORRY... seriously... not i mean or heartless or wad la... its that... hais... i really dunno how to phrase it la... just dun wanna say it so clear... i am afraid now... i am so afraid now... dunno how to face it... so TERRIBLE!!! my god~ why must this happen to me... why must it be mi... oh my god!!! oh my fucking god!!! mans- CHERLYN TEO SUCKS!!! i just want things back to normal... fancy this happening now.. fancy it happening now at such a critical time.. damn la... why must it be me lo... i just dun get it... exams coming reddi... den like tt... shit man... can't concentrate in class.. maybe my phone sholud rest at home for the next 1 month... until all these STUFFS is settled... i am just so afraid now... i can never rest well at night... always thinking and wondering... i am not blur... acting again... i am not stupid... i am just acting... always acting.... is it a blessing in...

officially declaring myself PENNILESS~ its oli monday... i jus got my one week allowance... which is $50 oli... den i spend $25 today... spent on my $20 on new school shoes... den $5 on makan... den i haven top up my exlink yet... there goes my another $10... den still nid go checkup for OBS.. which is bout $25... den money for the veh veh expensive story books is 21 bucks... den my new swimming suit is $75... but i got $50 for my swim suit oli... its short of $15... oh wad the fuck!!! i am low on cash... ahh~~ i wanna claim my money back... the money i bought on shoes... den all my ten year series money... ahh!!! I DUN WANNA BE POOR!!!

boredom is killing me... still not in the mood to study.. dunno why... hais... oli wanna play and play and play... so boring at home... ppl jio me go out but no money... so darn sians... i am dying of BOREDOM!!! can some kind soul out there help me in my maths.. i dun wan joel or chinkeat... joel say everytime say teach teach teach den in the end nv teach... den chinkeat even worse... teach mi all wrong things... he dun even noe his stuffs well... crapps man... HELP HELP HELP!!! i wanna pass my maths... but i lazy to practice la.. hehes!!! help!!! someone talk to me now... i am so BORED!!!

i'm gonna be DEAD soon~ i am so darn tired today... woke up at 11 plus... den use computer.... nth to do so play maple... lols... den maple until 1 plus my bro wanna use... den let him use lo.. den i went up to my room.. dunno do wad... dreaming ba... den i vehveh sian... den i took out liting's social studies text and my notebook and continue writing my notes... den after a while i went for my life saving... today is my life saving mock test!!! so reach there at 4 plus... den wait for ppl to come... cus a lot ppl late... den at bout 5.15 den nathaneal started testing us theory... den at 6 lyk tt den we did practical... did warm up... den towing... den for a while oli la.. i dunno why but i jus lose my touch on straddle jump... dammit... den keep doing still do wrong... i oso dunno how lo... shit man... den finally did once... den naomi pass it... but after tt cannot le.. maybe today is not the day to do straddle jump.. X)) den after tt got briefing on the exams... its next ne...

help me!!! wah~~~ sobsob** mi arm and shoulder there so pain!!! wah~ hais... cus wed do marching at HTA... den ytd start to ache a lil... cus the 90 45 thingy... den summore long time nv march.. den ytd napfa... go do the incline... did 18 for myself... 6 for liting... so total did 24!!! wad the hell~ lols... den now so bad lyk hell... damn.. tml still got life saving mock test... die die die... how to swim lyk tt sia??? mock test somemore!!! nvm.. jus have to bear the pain and aching... not the first time le... but my legs not pain or aching at all.. ran for 2.4 so many times reddi.. still not pain... must be swimming... hees!!! X)) morning... i brought 5 plastics bags of newspaper to skl... 4 really BIG bags and 1 small bag... hees... thanks estelle wenloong and gang to help us carry up to class... den liting bring magazine... den after assembly go up class arrange newspaper... den nv bring SW... den after tt is physics... got back the MCQ test we did on monday... erms... 23/45... ju...