ITWILLNEVERBEENOUGH. IDONTKNOWWHYIMSTILLVERYAFFECTEDBYTHAT. ITWILLBRINGMEDOWNSOMEDAY,ITREALLYWILL.BUTTHERESNOTHINGICANDORIGHT. ITHINKIKNOWYOUWELL,ORINFACTITHINKIKNOWYOUTOOWELLTHATSWHY. WHATTHESHITSERIOUSLYISHOULDBEREALLYSTAYINGHAPPYORATLEASTTRYINGTO. NOPEIMNOTABITHAPPYNOWNOTSADALSOJUSTWANTINGNOTTOCAREABOUTANYTHINGALREADY. TOOEXHAUSTINGITSGONNAKILLIFIKEEPUPWITHTHIS. AMIBEINGABITCHNOW? CAUSEIDONOTWANTTOBEONE.
Anyway was just ranting for the sake of doing it. It's thundering now, I had a very bad dream that woke me up, my left epigastrium has been hurting since I was asleep and I got to work later. It's not gastric I think, could be the alcohol but heck seriously. Okay now it started pouring. And I have a eff-ed up menstrual cycle.
Random but whatever seriously.
Bye.
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