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Good day people. I'm very pms-y today. 

Do I look like a freaking china? No offence but I'm 100% Made-in-Singapore and it makes my blood boil when this particular lady asked if I'm china cause my face is white?! What kind of weird theory is that?! Means all indians are from India or Bangladesh? Go for some cataract surgery please lady, you piss me off big time. zzzzzzz.

Come to think of it, what's so happy about the new year? It will be the same as any others right? Screwing up at some point of the year, cry father cry mother, you meet some people you lose some. You earn money and spend money, win some and lose some. Maybe more good things happen and some people are just downright unlucky. But heck, I'm a full working adult now so I'm not being very optimistic about this year. Being one year older in approx 8months time and still having years to pay back to the freaking organisation. *le sigh* 
If I have the balls and money now I would quit my job. REALLY REALLY REALLY. It has only been 3months and look at the amount of drama. Describing my job as stressful is so underrated. Maybe I should save up just to break the bond. 32k only -.- 
Kaykaykay whathefatz
No more unrealistic optimism. 

I'm seriously cranky today urgh I don't know what's wrong. 

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