Too far
I have 420days more to the end of my bond - not that it matters anymore. I'm thinking of doing advance diploma, in what I've yet to decide and that would result in bonding with the hospital for another two years. I took over the roster making and am now a preceptor. Work couldn't get more stressful which all those expectations. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear and no one would notice it. Just escape from all those drama that's happening. It's so hard to please everyone else and the end result, I have the suckiest shift even though I'm the roster maker. I am still far away from being a good nurse and I'm working on it. And one would never imagine having a preceptee would be so stressful. I just hope she can pass and be a safe nurse for her future patients and also her colleagues. Nationals Still water competition is now over and I did badly for it. Time to really buck up for that freaking Ironwoman in 2months time. Well they say "W