Candiesforyou

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给 你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微 在妥协是我忽略 你不过要人陪 哦这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配 --- Sorry

Insensitive vs Oversensitive I am really lousy. I cannot do something good, just when things were going great, I had to ruin it. Just a jinx, just cannot get anything right.  I used to believe that good things always come to an end, then I realized that I am the one who end those good things. I am the one to blame, not others. Every time I try to do something right, it always turned out to be wrong.  Why is it so hard to want to be happy?  I really take things for granted, I am really complacent.  Lord please help me.  

Gotta stay high all the time, to keep you off my mind. Gotta stay high all my life, to forget I'm missing you. 

I'm always afraid of losing someone I love. Sometimes I wonder of there is someone out there who is afraid of losing me. Because letting go is not giving up, but rather accepting that things are not to be.

I learnt that being brave is not only about riaking your life for others, its not about doing something extraordinary,  its not about standing up for the weak. It is about facing your fears and confronting your own demons. You will then realise that the horror comes from within and being courageous can save you from yourself. Look into the mirror, do you see what hiding beneath that face? What kind of demon lies hidden? The inadequacies, insecurities, the secrets we all hide and the lies we spun to make ourselves look good. No one's a total angel. Cause we cry about it, then we stopped, thinking that we got over it. And one fine day we started thinking about it again, that's when the pain pierced your heart, resonating the ache throughout. That moment when you try to grasp your chest to stop the pain but hell no, it got worse instead. The tears starts swelling up in your eyes and ending up flowing down your cheeks, and oh those sobs- the silent cries which makes you shake so v

You have the rights to post your views on social media site. This is what I am doing too. However, your views can be rather hurtful to some people. Sometimes I pity others who get criticized and judged when they are just simply doing their job or trying to make the world a better place. The method can be wrong but what about the intent? The intent is good, I believe it is always good. I really feel so sorry for them. I'm guilty for having a sharp tongue and being untactful but I am trying to control. My intent is always good and I know the methods might not be always "right". Listen with the intent to understand and not to reply? Whatever happened to being receptive and not reactive.    It's heartbreaking to hear stories and to know things from both sides. You feel so helpless once you get the whole picture.I feel so tired.  Change is hard but never stop changing because change is good indeed. You will never know if you never. Take a leap of faith and believe

If a man does not even fight for himself, how can he fight for those he love and those who need him. Chivalry is dead.