Dream
After all these months, I finally dreamt of you. I dreamt of us, the way I wanted us to be. It was a sweet dream then I woke up, realizing it was actually a nightmare because I can never have you. I took a deep breath and exhaled disbelief, the disbelief that I finally dreamt of you after all these time. Next breath I smiled a little as I exhaled, the dream was too good, it was everything I wanted. The next breath i choked a little when I inhaled and exhaled all my disappointment and the pain that unknowingly built up in me. I fell back into that dark pit I struggled to escape from. That dark pit thats filled with us, the happy us, the sad us, just us. I hear your laughter in my head and tears swelled. Oh how I miss that wonderful sound. I miss you so much. I miss you and I want to continue dreaming you, I want to be saturated with you so I will never forget you, not one bit. I'm holding on to you, wondering if I meant this much to you and in the process, I'm breaking myself bu