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It don't feel good to be sick. Woke up in the morning with a splitting headache, gave school a miss. 2 hours of lab and 1 hour lecture. I guess I'll have make-up sessions then. Spent the whole day at home, mostly sleeping. The pain comes only when I opened my eyes, and when I close my eyes, the pain subside. Baby came and accompanied me. But I was sleeping all the while, Sorry! I have this weird feeling. I don't know how to express myself. Something bad is going to happen. =/

Starbucks :D Quite a day. Vivo with Jiamin. Lunched at LJS. Window-shopped awhile. Checked out guys at NUM. Spend cash at Minitoons on Gummies. Chilled at Starbucks. Cam-whored a little. Went to Keppel Club to surprise Baby. Walked back to Vivo. Walked, Chilled, late dinner at hawker. Bused home, Baby slept. :D Lesson starts at 8am tomorrow. I doubt I can wake up. I know myself duh. Dress tomorrow with flipflops. Hope to wake up in time to do my hair. Long day tomorrow, long day. & yes, Sorry people. Made up my mind already. I officially stopped. Did I mention, Baby carried me on the way back home from train station. I swear I screamed all the way. If you feel disgusted, this site is definitely not your pick.

I feel so alone & I'm leaving for good

it will burst I am excited, yet worried. I am looking forward, yet confused. I'm afraid, I'm terrified. I think about it all the time, and everytime I do, my heart starts pounding, fast. This is so un-called for. Nobody will ever imagined that. Ok now, I so want to start working at British Club now. At least the pay is higher, I need the cash now. I WANT MONEY!

I fear for the worst Another week at school ended! Had fun in school this week. And 30% of the time during lecture was in lala-land. Like duh-who-cares! :D School was ok. I'm spending too much $$ on food again. This always happens when school reopens. Took pictures with the class. Hilarious stuff happened during lecture yesterday, made the group of us laughed nonstop. :D Unglamorous! Oh yes, was talking to TM & Julius in the library with Shimin yesterday, Huici and Jasmine came and impose a fine of $2000 on TM - FOR BEING GORGEOUS :DDD I had it tooo okieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Okays truth is I demanded one from Huici. HAHAHA! She gave me a gorgeous mentos too! :D Work was fun! Trainings were ok. Not as intensive or what but still fun! WaterPolo POL-ITE was great! NYP did some serious thrashing eh? HAHAH ! ALL THE WAY GUYS! Boyf made it a point to wake up early in the morning to send me to school. Thanks love! Oh yes, I saw Damian the other day at Raffles Place & I totally cou

The inability to differentiate ; right vs wrong reality vs fantasy

because tonight will be the night that I'll fall for you because a guy like you is impossible to find, you're impossible to find. First week of school. Finally met up with my terrific classmates from NR0827. Time-table wasn't that bad but some lecturers were a little off standards compared to last semester. Biology is killing me, with the nervous system. CFC(Midwifery&Paeds) is scaring the hell out of me. Trust me, you wouldn't want to read the notes, I don't want to have any babies in the future anymore. Heavy module, Professional Nursing etc, comprises of 3 big topic which means F for me. Lab sessions are as fun as usual, more like free period kind of thing. Oh yes, and Psych is a blast! Elective starting soon. And I still don't know what should I take. Baby accompanied me back to school and slacked with me till training starts. Gave him a little tour around the campus. Thank you baby! :D Training was alright. Run, Paddles, Drills. Had dinner at KFC and we

Happy 300th post blogger. We've been together for about 3 year. Though there have been periods where I've gone missing. I still love you bs. Thoughts races across my mind now and then, making me reconsider my decision I made aprroximately one and a half month ago. Tears run down my face from time to time, the feeling is overwhelming, the emotion is taking control. Despite all that happened, I have not regretted anything. We met two years ago, strangers we were then, to mutual friends. Slowly our relationship improved and we grew closer. Poking fun at each other every week we meet, sharing heart to heart issues(if you ever remember, the beginning of this year), daily messages and midnight calls, and now together. Some might not believe it, I call it fate . Nobody expected it, including us. Lets prove them wrong, we'll last. We share common passion, Similarities brought us closer. Gradually understanding you, and finally loving you. My sweet had always been patient with me, e

Self-Training Sessions. IVP is over and for me, it's off-season. Saturday sucked totally for me. Overslept and kudos to Jolene for the wake-up call. :D Rushed down to Toa Payoh and got blasted by the blazing sun. My event sucked - last and I got disqualified. I was expecting the last, but not definitely not a disqualification. I trained my turn, I really did. I put n my heart and soul into learning it, mastering it, and yet I got disqualified. At least I'd broken my own Personal Best, so it's not too bad. However this dampened my mood for the whole day. I had to de-stressed, I had to let it all out, and I did. I took out my camera and started cam-whoring, taking pictures, acting like a crazy bitch at food court. Took it all out. 1.5km of swim, I gave in my 100%, all out. Thanks Baby for the pace, I need it, thank you. Thank you people for showing concern, it's obvious to notice that I'm in a bad mood-cause I just drift from the crowd and stone alone, be super quiet

Some days really suck! Especially this Saturday and Sunday.

All these training sessions made all my flabby muscles ache. Seriously, I'm feeling the stress. It's the kind of feeling over at NUS and Nationals again. I started biting again. Event list for this weekend is out. Saw some familiar names from both ex-SASA and Lifesaving, feeling even more stressful. Comparing their timings and mine, I feel demoralised. Why the hell do I stopped SASA trainings years back? It will only be another day till my doomsday at Toa Payoh Pool. I can visualize myself, reaching the sensor last, making a big fool out of myself for both events. I missed the last training before IVP, I missed all training sessions for 3 whole weeks, I missed out precious self-training sessions due to laziness, I deserve to get last for all my events. I want to do what ShiRui did last IVP- Jump down from the 10m board. Thinking of the mishaps that may occur during my event, I cannot sleep. (My goggles might snapped. My cap maight slipped. My start-off will be bad. I might run

Woke up in the morning and prepare for one whole day of chlorine. :D Trained to Jurong and met up with ♥. He woke up early just to send me to school (cause he went home after that to sleep again) :D Thank you my dear. :D Self-training at School today! HuaiXin, Jolene, Nigel and Melody with Polo guys! :) Suntanned for a while and we went for lunch at North Canteen. Came back and sun-tanned till there's no sun. And went for short swim and sun tanned somemore ! Haha. Cam-whored and tanned till polo training ended. Nigel did some silly acts, really made my tummy ache even more. Did 200m IM for warm up. Swam our own events and took timings. And my timing suckzxzxzxzxxxxz ! Stupid IVP, Why can't it be held in January like the past? Oh great, now I'm going to prepare tissue papers and a mask to wear, for I'm so going to disgrace myself this weekend, desgrace Team NYP SwimTeam. Had a little bonding session with Melody just now. Haha, and everything we said will be kept secret!

Firstly, my apologises to NR0827, cause I "pangseh-ed" them and went to work instead. So sorry guys! :( Received a call from Elgin(with loads of "Leslies" in the background), asking me to work. Buttttt... Didnt really work much just now due to the fact that I went to swim. Stretching: Usual sets led by Uncle Louis. Pumpings. Hanging by the railings and raising our legs. (If you dont understand, it's ok. Cause I don't know how to explain -.-) Training was great! The feeling of soaking in chlorinated water feels so good. Did 400m of butterfly for warmup. Did 100m and 50m sprints for own IVP strokes. Okay, while doing one of the 50m sprint, I banged my head into the wall -.- cause I forgot to count my strokes when I reached the 5m flag. Like super duper oh-my-god. Now my head got 1 baluku already -.- And attending training made me realised something. My stamina is dropping, horrendous! My speed is not improving either. IVP is only days away and this is happenin

Do not mess with the ropes Sentosa Outing with NR0827 tomorrow. :D It's been like 2 months since I've met anyone of them. I do hope Ashley go tomorrow. If not, I would be bored to death. Please go please go please go. Hopefully I'll be able to get a Volleyball. I want to play Volleyball! :DDDDDDDDD Sentosa reminds me of beach trainings, which has stopped about a month already. I miss beach trainings, the fact is I missed beach trainings the most. The sun, the sea, the sand, the runs, the swims, the boards and the fun we had as a team. I feel, during beach trainings, the team bonds like no other. Internal Relays Competition, burying people, lunch together after trainings. Stop beach trainings, stop the interaction, stop the bond. 6 more days people.

Today is the last day of Attachment! Happy as I can be, I can't bear to leave the ward, the staffs, and the patients. I feel like doing something special for the SNs & the ANs who guided me during this posting. Kyle Su Ka Fei! My lovely Physiotherapist! I'm so going to miss her. I volunteered to help her during my first week, she turned me down, but gave me a pat on the back and said "Thank you dear! *accompanied with her lovely smile* I went crazy! Today, I helped her with a patient. And she said "Sayang, can you give me a hand?" Omg I literally ran there, Hahaha. "Thank you Cherlyn!" I wanted to scream out loud! Hahahhahaha. I'm going to miss you Kyle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And bad news, due to certain reasons, I might have to repeat my posting, which obviously I won't. So if this happens, I will change course. MORE BAD NEWS! MR HANDSOME QUITTED NURSING! My Eye-Candy! OMFG! Now that he is gone, Who will be my motivation to pay attentio

Thank you Jolene. Now that I see it. Hahaha. Starting time: 12.49 AM Name: Cherlyn Sisters: None Brothers: 2 younger Shoe size: 6/7 depends on cutting. Haha. Height: 157cm, and I'm not growing -.- Where do you live: Queenstown, ChuaChuKang Favourite drinks: H20, Meiji Strawberry Milk. Favourite breakfast: Somehow I hate breakfast. Have you ever been on a plane?: Ya. Swam in the ocean: Sentosa counted? Fallen asleep at school: Ya. Broken someone’s heart: Ya. Fell off your chair: Yup. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: And that person didn't call. Saved e-mails: Yes. What is your room like: One word, Messy. What’s right beside you: My phone, :D What is the last thing you ate: Hospital's food. Ever had chicken pox: Yes. Sore throat: Hardly. Stitches: Yes, bad one. Broken nose: No. Do you believe in love at first sight: Not really, those are just crushes right? Like picnics: Love them. Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Haha, Npcc m

Happy Childrens' Day! :D Off day off day ! :D Wasted the whole day by rotting at home. Yes, uploaded loads of overdued pictures on my picture blog Enjoy the pictures!