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A few more hours before I turn another year older.. time doesn't fly, it just rocketed pass my own eyes and looking back this past one year, I can stand tall, smile and say I'd truly lived. Last year this time I was pulling my hair out, preparing for my bachelor's assessment & now I'm just lazing in a foreign land, comtemplating life! Haha how things have changed really! 23 has been great, even though I stumbled and fell, I got my fucking shit together and carried on, getting by day by day, doing things I want and just living life to its fullest. Thank you everyone for staying in my life, you guys supported me and helped shaped me in different ways. Gonna spend my first birthday in seven years as a single and shit I don't know what to do hahahaha.

Wait. The wait is always the hardest part. That wait to go into the examination hall, that wait before your results get released, that wait before you get your dinner served, that wait for the bus which seemed take forever to arrive, that wait for friends who are "on their way", that wait for someone to text, that wait for this and that. It's the wait for the unknown.. I'm waiting now... for many things in fact. But physically, I'm at the emergency department waiting, waiting for that incomplete update from the ED resident, wait for that blood result which will either be normal or abnormal, the wait for some concrete finding or diagnosis or at least differentials. It kinda sucked to be on the receiving end of healthcare, being so powerless and helpless to the situation and all one can do is to wait and hope that things will turn out fine. Then situation forces you to reveal yourself as a healthcare professional and things get a little better as the care provider