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so long nv blog le. hmm. there is some things i must really do. that is to strike off the first and third wish over <<< alot of things happened these few days. iLOVEyou<3 love you so much. miss you loads too. every morning. everyday after skl. appreciate it so much. it my birthday tml!!! weeee~ birthday wishes coming in liao.. hmm. happy happy me!!! sat got ATC camp. until next monday... den next tues got so many remedials. 7.30-8.30 got chem, 8.30-9.30 is physics, 10-12 is maths. hais. den wed got eng oral at 8. LOL fri den got a life skill training. from 8 to 1... sian... toay is miss meenatchi de last day. so sad lo... actually kinda lyk her de. but sad la.. gonna hav boring english lessons again. tml is teachers day celebration. nid to perform... we practice le. hope tml can ok lo.. okays. blog until here.. iLOVEyou so much!!! muacks<3 must take care. drink lots of water. HUGS & KISSES!!!

looks easy outside. messy inside. SOOOOO corrupted man!!! lets see... my birthday is on 31 august.. received the letter to make my IC liao.. WOOTS~ LOL... today is 23 august . lemmi count. 24,25,26,27,28,29,30,31!! 8moredays to the day that i lived 15 years in this world.. maybe i will die tml... if really die tml... it would be sooooo GREAT!!! trouble-free. no need to ponder over stupid things like .... so stupid. i am so CORRUPTED. one is easy- two looks confusing- three feels terrible- my my.. oh my fucking god... hais... why why why. why now. if it is in the past things would be much better. maybe if i am anti-social. things would be best. maybe i would not be as happy as i am now. but i would not be as confused as now either. GAMES ` STUDIES ` SPORTS GAMES relieves stress STUDIES is essential SPORTS keeps me healthy if i can only choose one. which should i choose. so luan now. wad if i choose le and i regret??? would it be too late? choose games le so wad. if only know how to

..saw you walking out of school.. ..felt so lonely all of a sudden.. ..seems that i mean nth to you.. ..so just let it be.. promise broken . hope none of this will happen again . just want you to change . dun wan any history to repeat itself . chances dun owas come . others can wait patiently . u chose to walk away wid buddies . heartbroken . not that you never waited . heartbroken . because i saw you walking out . leaving me behind . i dun wan it to be lyk last time . it will oli be a waste of time . if this continues . we will still be FRIENDS FOREVER .

so tired lo.. today got cross country race at MacRitchie Park.. hahas... woke up at 5 to prepare to go skl... but slept again until 5.30 den must rush.. LOL... den reach skl at bout 6.30 den faster chiong go change into full u... den change le put bag in np room. den load the boxes of mineral water up the buses den we set off to MacRitchie Park... hahas... reach le den slack lo.. so funny... LOL.. den did marshall duty at finishing point... today so strange de... all those hu normally veh slow de came in faster den those hu normally run fast... LOL... den break le den prize presentation... den went back skl... den change le den went to westmall meet the guys... damian, alvin, dawei, nigel, hockmeng, shijie, weijie, jordan, junlong, yuyang.. den went to LOL to play pool again!!! hahas... den we met bryan they all there too.. oso playing pool... hahas... den at first i no form la.. lost to bryan, yuyang.. lols... but after tt during taiwen's match.. my form was back and i won him!!!

hahas.. back to skl again... LOL.. today got debate!!! sians... nvm bout tt la.. nth much to say... shocked to see nigel alvin dawei and hockmeng to turn up... they really came... so touched lo... u all kept ur promise to watch the debate... well... u all din ask question!!! hahas.. its alright!! <3 den wnet np... taekwando again!!! hahas... did the rolling or wad the name.. i forget liao la... jus go oli den must do smth which i NEVER din before.. lols... should be called rolling ba... had a hard time doing it... did one turn with melissa(the blackbelt) pushing me and kenneth beside encouraging.. hahs.. den stop le... when ppl doing the second roll, which is landing on shoulder den i did the normal roll.. lols... den can do lots of times.. WEE~ hahas... den did the second one.. wid help from kenneth and melissa oso.. bleahs =p den did the slapping the floor thing... break fall for front to be exact... sec 2 didi first.. den i tink they forget bout me ammar lohes salleh and estelle.

today went to sentosa again!!! lols... woke up at 7.30 den meeting them at bb mrt de 7-11 at 8.30 de.. reach le oli saw bryan... den we sat down at the stairs and tok, listen songs... wait for ppl to comne den go mac makan!!! lols... den went to take 188 wid bryan, met, amos, ernest and pera... hahas... den on the bus we crap around lo... lols... took photos and bryan... not tall innof... hahas... shoulder quite solid la... but just a bit too low.. X)) reach liao went to palawan beach... den play a while den 2e3'05 peeps came, madalene, phillson, mayor, ammar, shijie, dawei, junlong... den played soccer den swim!!! hahas... LOVES swimming so much <3...>den played lo... help bryan in swimming.. rmb.. dun ever swim heads down in sea water unless got goggles.. must rmb hor bryanBAY... went to eat lunch and doreen and kj came... guys ate at food court den the three of us met me and dor went to swim... den blasted bryan's mp3.. hahas.. den bath at went to bukti timah for pool

on sunday... went to sentosa... hahas... din blog cus reach home veh late... den veh tired le... woke up at 5.30am to pack and get ready... cus meeting at wilson hse at 7... his dad will drive us there... reach le den went into his hse sit sit awhile... den off we go to sentosa... lols.. high tech sia the car... so high class wors.. den we play poker ont he way... reach the gateway den we waited for nathaneal and naomi to come... den got lots of bangla... lols... den disturb by nathaneal... owas lyk to tackle me... wth!!!! den waited for weixin the all den we went in to siloso beach... reached the sapphire pavilion.. wow~ all the competitive life saving teams were there reddi... hahas.. den we reported... den took the shirt and change... took the S size actually den they say the person in charge bring wrong pattern... cus should be whole white.. den took M instead.. even bigger... den our positions lo... fiona buffet, naomi reception and the rest... RUNNERS... lols... is some sort of a

hmm... ytd got npcc... lols... okays... after skl went to a secret meeting... WOOOOOOOOOOOO~ lol... den changed into number 1 den prepare for the skl NDP parade full dress rehersal... lols... den me and ammar took turns to shout the commands... zhixing was correcting us.. ammar.. take care of ur voice.. u are losing it... use ur stomach.. not throat... ok... hmm... den after the training.. went back to npcc... they just finished drills.. we changed into our pt and did welfare... hahas... heard bout the pt.. buddha clap... lols... rock and roll.. den wad time = pumpings.. new de pumping styles... lols... sir will owas be at 12 o'clock... for eg. 0310, we must turn to 3 o'clock den do 10 pumpings... lols... if 6.59 den turn to 6 o'clock... den do 59 pumpings.. lols... den learned a new game.. lols... the frisbee de thingy... lols.. so funny lo... best man!!! weetss.. today woke up at 7.15am... prepare le den went to skl.. for basic self defence training.. lols.. np organise