Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man
My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways. I should really stop punishing people for things that aren't their fault. I had been way too selfish and its always the people hurting are those closest to me. The feeling of rejection from those closest to you hurts the most badly but its what I deserve. All those 'not good enough's will never be good enough. One can never the internal struggle that I'm experiencing right now, trying to justify my own thoughts and feelings. Eternal damnation. Fatal flaw. I have a lovely man who stood by me despite all odds for the past twenty-three months. In another twenty days we will turn two. How quickly time flew and I truly believe that I can't find any other better man. He had never once given up on me. Through all my selfishness, he chose to stay and continued to shower me with his love, being there for me when I was down, giving in and giving up his own pride and ego while tolerating my nonsense. I love him, but