My life had to be on the low end, all year round. Well there's nothing I can do now. I well deserved it. Stupid people make stupid mistakes like this. Don't know if it's really sabotage or really my fault. Well seriously the ninefivezero really fucking screwed up my already fucked up life. How I wish I can be free and do whatever I like. Life would be so much different now and hey, materials won't make one truly happy. I rather be poor, live a humble life but smiling everyday than to be financially stable but have to worry about nonsense. Fucking regret. Really really pissed and effedup.

Whatever seriously whatever.

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