i'm still not over it yet...
i cried the whole night ytd... even when chatting wid CK on msn...
cried after that shoot... cried while SYF training is on...
cried in bus beside mrs mok...
cried and send sorry msges to SYF girls...
cried when weijie msged to console mi...
i cried myself to sleep ytd nite...
cried when i woke up this morning...
found out that i still could not get over it...
why why why???
i hate the fact that the world is unfair...
hate the fact the there is baisness in ppl...
hate the fact that i am not even given a chance...
hate the fact that i am useless...
hate the fact that i am so damn unlucky ytd...
hate the fact that i went to lane 9 to shoot...
hate the fact that i am going to give up on NPCC...
hate the fact that i did not treasure you innof...
wish that there would be another chance for mi to re-shoot...
wish that there was another round of selection...
wish that the selection was drills-based and not name-based...
wish that mrs mok would be fair and not let mi choose my post...
wish that the sirs in HTA is fair...
wish that they are not baised over pretty girls...
wish that i could be more useful...
wish that all my good pals will br good pals forever...
wish that he will be back..
wish that he will do well for chinese next month...
thanks SYF girls for torelating my nonsense ytd during training...
thanks chin keat for advicing me...
thanks weijie for showing his concern for mi...
thanks mrs mok for giving mi the chance to choose my post for NCO...
thank you for everything u have done to make mi a better person...
thank you for the drastic change in me...
YOU ARE MY MOTIVATION...
IF PEOPLE ONLY SUCCEED WITH LOOKS..
THEN I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE A SUCCESSFUL PERSON..

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