Ohhh hello people, I totally suck to the max. After thursday night, everything came crushing down on me like nobody's people. Yeah since E doesn't care anymore, I don't think anyone else should. I had the worst day of my life today. I missed him like mad but I cannot text/call him. I'm just trying to make him happy but why the fuck am I feeling so freakking painful? He came for training and suddenly I became invisible. I didn't know I was such an eyesore, he ran away when he saw me walking towards him. Thanks E that seriously helped alot. History is going to repeat itself, this fucking event is going to haunt me forever. Whatever happened 2 years back happened again. You weren't there when I needed you the most. I'm going to break into little pieces soon. Competition is like 3 days away and what am I going to do? Life sucks and I suck.
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Hey everyone, Happy New Year! So first few days is all about new year resolutions and that sort of stuff but people very often make unrealistic resolutions which makes making resolutions redundant. I only have one resolution and that is to stay happy. It's not easy to achieve that but I did :) So this year is so happening, so super happening and yes it's so much better than the previous year (in your face twozeroonezero) 2010 Dec Two new additions on Feb 2011! KOI Clementi ♥ Love these people! Our usual k-session after a long day! Now that I'd left, I miss them so much! Water Sapiens ♥ Chinese New Year NTU Swimathon! Eddy's Model Search Love the girls ♥ Also I took part in my first Biathlon ever. Biathlon is like a marathon but it's consists of both swimming and running component! Singapore Biathlon 2011 Now these people I am so super glad to have them in my life Dive khakis!
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