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Jay Park's Fanmeet on Saturday, 25Sep2010 @ Wavehouse, Sentosa. IT WAS AWESOME! SO AWESOME I COULD TYPE OUT THISE WHOLE ENTRY IN CAPS! (okay to spare your eyes) It was my first ever fanmeet, it's the first time I'm so crazy over a singer but he's not just any singer, he's Jay Park! And moreover, he looks like my eye-candy! Sigh who is sadly serving the nation now & no chance to see him ever since he left school. Okay back to topic, the whole event starts at 7pm and being kiasu Singaporeans, me and Lips reached at 4pm and guess what, the queue was unbelievable. But thank goodness as time passes we realised that we were in the front-middle of the queue. And since it was a free-standing event, it was so worth my time. When we reached the event venue (inside wavehouse itself), me and Lips were disappointed. The layout wasn't what they promised on the website and there's small area followed by a shallow pool. We being crazy fans ended up in the pool and more ...

I wanna go for clinicals so badly & people just keep complaining about dreading to go to work and stuff like that. I would do anything to trade for their shifts and I really wanna do this module badly. It's the same old- You don't know how to treasure it until you've lost it. It's a blessing that they're doing their posting now or rather, it's karma biting back on me. This is just what I deserve for being such a slacker. Well I've been quite busy for the past few days, going out with the girls and the guy and I guess spending many vitamin Ms. :( Thursday was photoshoot with Que & Lips and I sort of regretted doing it. Although it was quite an experience but seriously I hate being a "barbie doll" with the make up and hairdo and people telling you how to pose for pictures. It feels so unnatural, so not "Cherlyn". Totally. Urghhhh this is so not going to happen again, never. Modelling is so plastic, especially when the model does not...

Happy birthday my girl! Finally nineteen like the rest of us and I hope you will enjoy your special day (without any doubt you will), even though you would and will be spending most of your day in the hospital. Well here's something for you. (Be prepared for words babe.) The first day I met you, I couldn't really remember but I'm sure everyone remembered me on tthe first day of school, I was a joke. But I do remember us going for swim trials together and you were scared off (until today!) and then *fast forward-x10* you went into lifesaving field (am really glad you did!) and us training together after school. Really missed the time when we're still having school, you calling me while I'm walking in from yck mrt station telling me you just woke up and asking for an emergency attendance taking (I memorised your admin number so you owe me for the attendance thingy for basically the whole of year 3's academic year), Yong Tau Foo with fruit juice at North Canteen fo...

2ne1- Go Away.

Many things happened and yes the last competition of the year is now over and that's something to celebrate about. WSpians did well in this year's Open Water bringing home loads of medals and plenty of smiles. All the aches we're experiencing now are all worth it. Bring it on next year and we'll show them who's boss yeah. I did pretty average compared to the rest, with only 3 events I did not expect anything. Beach has always been my weakest and until today it still is. So I'm just gonna train harder, that's always next year. Well despite the good performance in Sentosa, I'm not really in celebratory mood. I'm moody, or rather depressed. I could not really find the reason to this sudden emotional turmoil but it's killing me inside. And I don't think things are all going smoothly for me, nothing ever did and yes I cry to sleep so what, everyone cries right and I love to cry, it's the only way to let everything out. I don't wanna talk t...

Mood is low today, guess I woke up on the wrong side of bed. I skipped training, spent the whole day rotting and munching on food and alot of the time thinking. About nonsense again. Shit crap this is getting on my nerves. Today is so freaking bad. I swear I can kill myself just living through today.

Had the last beach training on Sunday and it was seriously tiring, I did my events over and over again till I couldn't feel my arms, probably also due to the aches I'm suffering from after Splashdown the day before. Training was tough but it was just plain tiring. Last competition of the season is only 3 days away but I'm not feeling the jitters still. Something is seriously wrong with me. Sigh. Also had movie half-marathon these two days. (Cause I did watched a couple of them, but not long enough I guess! HAHA!) And last night was impromtu volleyball at Sentosa with G, Nick & Jeremy! Halfway through the game, two drunk columbia girls walked past and we tried to help them. And hell one tried to get touchy with me. Freaking hell, seriously do I freaking look like a fraking lesbian?! The details just freaks me out urghhhhhh, freaking disgusted by it! Tomorrow's last training and I should totally make good use of it. My goal just is ahead, just need to put in the last ...